Why I starve myself:

1. Because I can

2. Because it shows true control

3. Because it makes me skinny

4. Becuase I want to 

5. I want to be beautiful

6. So I can wear whatever I want

7. So I don't have  to be scared to go out in public

8. For the "did you lose weight?"

9. For the "How are you so skinny?

10. To prove I could

 

Thin Commandments:

1. If you aren’t thin, you aren’t attractive

2. Being thin is more important than being healthy

3. You must but clothes, cut your hair, take laxatives, anything to make yourself look thinner

4. Thou shall not eat without feeling guilty

5. Thou shall not eat fattening food without punishing afterward

6. Thou shall count calories and restrict intake accordingly

7. What the scale says is the most important thing

8. Losing weight is good, gaining weight is bad

9. You can never be to thin

10. Being thin and not eating are signs of true will power and success.

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Ana's Law's:

Thin is beauty; therefore I must be thin, and remain thin If I wish to be loved. Food is my ultimate enemy. I may look, and I may smell, but I may not touch!

 

I must think about food every second of every minute of every hour of every day… and ways to avoid eating it.

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I must weigh myself, first thing, every morning, and keep that number in mind throughout the remainder of that day. Should that number be greater than it was the day before, I must fast that entire day.

 

I shall not be tempted by the enemy (food), and I shall not give into temptation should it arise. Should I be in such a weakened state and I should cave, I will feel guilty and punish myself accordingly, for I have failed her.

 

I will be thin, at all costs. It is the most important thing; nothing else matters.

 

I will devote myself to Ana. She will be with me where ever I go, keeping me in line. No one else matters; she is the only one who cares about me and who understands me. I will honor Her and make Her proud